OH MY GOD! I MISS...

it's my 31st birthday. what i really would like is a glass of wine. but there is no booze around to celebrate. soloman did lick my hand - my cats are always good for things like that. i need to get myself to bed at a decent hour, but i thought i might document some thoughts that are in my mind at the age of 31. i shall be so different in many years to come that i should have some log or something to remind myself what i was like.

i'm big on figuring out how i am create fabulous pieces of art with little money these days. i am hot for yoshitomo nara and think i will copy some of her work on some cheap canvas. i also need these little guys and will do the same ...




my mind has become obsessed these past months with the task of making over my entire apartment. perhaps this is because it's so much easier to change my whole apartment to look so amazingly perfect than it is to change the things i don't really like in the world. can i be any heavier?

WHATEVER, i still wish i had the knowledge or skills, technology and the patience to display the picture that i have in my mind of this layout. it's stunning, kind of like a modern museum of white and pink. good lighting.

i'm confused about 31more than ever before!

until i gain clarity on my path to adulthood i will continue talking to monsters and stealing other's art to beautify the space around me until everything is perfect.